Okay, so it's been wayyyyyy long since I posted anything.
The whole summer has come and gone.
NC just wasn't for me and I have moved back to PA.
I was at a retreat yesterday morning and I was thinking about it, and I'm just so not sorry that I did it. It wasn't a mistake in my mind. I'm GLAD it happened that way, actually. I grew so much, even in those few short months. I am so much more confident as an educator and as an individual. I'm so much MORE grateful now, than I was before.
I'm thankful for the provisions of subbing as I look for something more permanent. I'm also working retail once again, and I'm quite grateful for the relief of constant co-workers at that job. My photography has also reallllyy picked up this fall, which is awesome. (Especially bc I haven't even been advertising.)
I'm just..... so! super! busy!
Always.
I feel like right now, I work, work, work....allll the time, between those 3 jobs.
Don't get me wrong, I AM soooooo thankful. But it is exhausting.
I feel kind of sad today because my hamster, Harper, is sick....pretty sure she's gonna die soon. It sucks. Most people probably think...it's just a hamster but, she's my baby! I don't want her to feel hurt or pain. She's been through all my moving with me and it just makes me feel icky that she isn't right.
Today I was reading some Max Lacado.
I was reassured that We are HIS. He isn't surprised by anything in our lives because he WROTE our stories. He has a different perspective. He isn't concerned at the things we are concerned of.
That's huge.
