School life

Well kids, it's that time again!
Time to get back to school.
I've come to the realization that I will always, always, (even though I am not a student at the moment) have that feeling of "back to school" "yayyy!"...because well, I'm a teacher. and there will always be a back to school.
I so wish I was somewhere that I could find a school picture of myself from the "first day" to show you!
Oh well.
Just picture me by our front door, blond hair, freckles, new twisty shoelaces and holding my bright shiny pencil box(complete WITH rainbows). ;)  Ready for first grade!

This year I'm gearing up to be the computer teacher again.
It's bitter sweet.
I'm sad because I feel like I didn't have a real summer due to working a lot, on and off at my part time job.
I LOVE the beach, more than almost anywhere else, but I didn't even get there this year. (Unless you count memorial weekend for like a day.)

Can summer really be over? I mean....what summer?! bahh! I barely had one. The kind I like anyway.

There's also the fact that I realllly, REALLLY want to be a real, grade level teacher. Really. That's what I WANT to do. My dream job.
It'd definitely be nice, but I guess it's not in God's plan for me just yet.
It's hard because I don't mind my computer job, (you know I LOVE the school) but it does get tough and frustrating sometimes that I'm surrounded by people doing exactly what I WISH I was doing (ahem, teaching) but just can't right now. It makes my heart sad sometimes, but this girl is just trying to be patient and not take things so seriously.
It'll happen when it happens. Right...? Right??